Cinta Kita ♥

Love reminds you that nothing else matters
First and foremost, Happy 1st month dearest dy. Time flies so fast that i hardly notice that we're 1 months old together already. I know that ive been endlessly provoking you with my insecurities and accusation. Nontheless, i realise that somehow or another i still need to believe in you and have trust and faith that youre a change man. No longer the old you who flings around. And with god's willing, everything will be alright (: Last but not least, I thank you for enduring my nonsensical behaviour and shitty attitude. Plus, endlessly reminding me how much you love and doesnt wish to lose me. So dy, trust in me that i do love you with all my heart and doesnt wish to lose you either . In addition, I really hopeful to last long with you. I wont mention the name forever, 'cause forever is like a curse to love. I love you Khairul Anwar ♥♥♥

Today was a kickass day for me with love. Arcade > breakfast @ downtown > Pool > arcade. Baby i swear i did had so much fun & joy. We had our laughters for almost the whole day. Thank you love for everything today. I won 4 - 0 because he gave me so much chances. -.-" Dy, you better stop it lah please ! Anyway, my blogsong is specially for you or maybe for us ? =D I know im sweeter than honey ! hees ^^V

Much Love ,
airaa ♥

airplanes

I want to stop complaining on how little time i get from dy . I want to stop being self - centered and only thinks about my wants and need . I prolly should stop being like this right now , right this instant . I do things which he dislikes , promised to stop doing it but yet still doing it . Just whats gotten into me ?! Wake up edaa ! If this is how you want to be behave , he'll leave you for good . Do you actually want that ? What happened to the old you ? The old you who sticks to one and knows the meaning of losing someone you love ? The old you who doesnt dares to contact other except for your very own ? Where has she gone too ?! The ans for all that ; I DONT FUCKING KNOW ! After the deep scars i had , i never knew the meaning of hurt any longer . I never knew what im doing is right or wrong . Everything just gone haywire . I'm sorry dy , i never meant to hurt you . I never meant to be this way . Im trying to change but you arent there to help me out . Who else should i seek if its not you ? But youre just too busy , not noticing me here struggling to get back on track . You only see me showing my attitude . Behind those , what do i actually seek for ? Your attention ! Can i pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars . I could really use a wish right now . I need you badly dy but you just wont notice it *saddestface* D':